03 January 2019

I Like to Write:: Today I Sat


I hate to say it but today I did, I sat. I had a horrible night and didn't sleep. I have been doing a little bit each day to keep up with the house and thought today would be a good day to sit. I needed the rest. Although all it did was make me feel like I should be doing something and I ate most of the day. I guess sometimes you need those days.

I hope to get back on it tomorrow. But man am I tired of doing those mundane tasks. Over and Over. Every day feels like Saturday, people keep asking when I am going back to work, and I am behind on laundry from taking one day off. Maybe its a good thing I have been stuck at home. My face hasn't been able to give people attitude.

So I sat and I read, I have about 8 books on my calendar for January and February already. Today's pleasure was Kaylee Ryan's new book Remedy, it will be released January 15th. That was another issue, I began reading and I got sucked in, it's so hard to get up and move onto real work when such a great book is calling your name. Once I finished I was ready to move on. By then it was time for kids to get off the bus and dinner to be made.

Tomorrow I leave the house, the first time since this past Saturday. I am looking forward to it. I hated missing the after Christmas sales and whatnot but with this whole shutdown thing, I really don't have it to spend anyways. Tomorrow it's getting ready for our last family Christmas. Then I will go from all on my own to a house full of people. I am waiting to see which bothers me more.

So now I am ready for bed, after only a few hours of good sleep last night I am ready. It's terrible to be home all day and not accomplish anything. It's terrible to have a dull headache from lack of sleep but not be able to close your eyes. As a friend of mine reminded me today, it should be looked at as a blessing, I am off, healthy and able to do these things like organizing the house while I am here. I am not laid up in pain or anything so today was just me being lazy. Here's to tomorrow. Here's to spending the day with my husband. Here's to being able to attend a program at the school. Here's to hopefully a good nights sleep.